Let's say, 'twas a hectic twilight, both physical and psychological, and the traffic jam in my mind drove me insane and I wanted an escape. A far far far away escape. The thought was so devastating. Then suddenly a sudden nudge came, whispered hello from afar.

And I was led to find a smile, an electric smile. Then in a blink, that smile was gone.

I know how does it feel to be loved. I know how does it feel to be watched over from afar, the nice feeling I always adore. I know how does it feel to be looked after. I know how does it feel to be waited. I ever dreamt it, a surreal dream.

Now, when I awake, and when I don't even know what I feel, God leads me to something I thought I didn't need, but then I realise that I do need.

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