Another day passed by, and my hopes and wishes are still be hopes and wishes. Zero results.

Is life not real?

At least I know who I truly am and why I'm on this way. Fair enough. I feel loved.

Anyway, you know how much I want to see 'what I want to see'. It was so close, but it didn't happen. I can't find 'what I want to find' anywhere. Fate plays the role. I can't pawn my luck.

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